Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love Him
1 Corinthians Chapter 2 Verse 9
Six months had passed since I had heard the Words from God, "Create in me a clean heart, O Lord and renew a right spirit within me". In that time I had come to see myself as the vilest sinner that had ever walked planet earth.
I needed to be saved urgently.
This was priority number one in my life!
I had a great fear of dying in the state that I was in, as I knew from my Bible readings that I was going to Hell and that God would be Just in sending me there.
Close in with Christ; believe in Jesus my friends would tell me.
What did they know?
I wasn’t going to deal with Christ; I was dealing with God directly!
It was God that I was answerable to and not his Son!
Oh, what confusion, what torment of mind and soul, will there ever be an end to this? Is there no hope for a sinner like me? Such was my ignorance of the Truth that after I had heard a sermon on "look unto me all ye ends of the earth and be ye saved" and another on "wash me and I shall be whiter than the snow" that I actually expected to see a difference in my skin tone after praying!
I was going about my business like a zombie. I could not believe that I believed! Something had happened in my life but I could not figure out where this person Jesus Christ fitted into the picture.
Travelling down to Glasgow by train, we pulled into Kingussie station. My carriage door blocked out the last three letters of the station nameplate, leaving ‘KINGUS’. Splashes of dirt covered the ‘US’ part of the plate, while the ‘KING’ part was shining in the sun. Like a penny dropping, I knew there and then that I was on the side of the King. Christ the Saviour of sinners was my Saviour. He had died for me and all my sins were forgiven. I was saved there and then and I have never doubted that salvation since.